i am one who really suck at text messages and bringing across my thoughts and ideas.

whenever i want to explain myself, i will tend to start to use all sorts of words and languages to protect my own stance.
others may feel that i am simply protecting myself with my words.. 

in actual fact, i just want to convey my feelings and how i feel.

i can't help but contradict myself in everything that i say. 

simply because i am selfish. i tend to think about myself and my own feelings before talking. 

but after that, i will just start to think about others and regret what i said. 

that's when, i will start contradicting myself.  

sometimes, i wish life is just as simple as ABC. 

i would not have so many worries and uneasiness then.